It was time to retire a faithful friend. It’s getting ragged and I knew I needed to replace it. It won’t be going to Peru with me. I sure did some remembering….going through that thing….removing every trace of me.

This purse is something that brought me some happiness when I needed to look outside of myself for that happiness. It’s not the kind of purse I would usually choose, but I loved it’s colors and bright, bold flowers. It was perfect for me then. It clashed with lots of things I wore. I didn’t care. It made me happy to use it. It’s been my faithful friend for 2 years.

We are weeding out our stuff, getting ready to leave on our mission in 2 weeks. We are throwing away, giving away and putting away much.

I thought of throwing that purse away, but I can’t do that yet. I thought of giving it away, but I know it will not be a appreciated. The handles are ragged. Someone might throw it away if I give it to Goodwill. Not yet. I’m not ready for that yet. I think that I will put it away. I want it around still…..for just a little while longer….. to remind me. Someday it won’t be mine anymore, but right now….. I still need it.

Unlike my purse, we will be taking Ashton on our mission with us. He is the one child that can go.

He will be there, cheering on every struggling missionary we encounter.

He will be in the beautiful Peruvian coast, mountains, ruins and landscape we will get to experience.

He will share his strength when a struggle comes along and I will hear the familiar voice in my mind, “Mom, your going to be OK.”

He will be in the joy we hope to find as we experience a new culture and its beautiful people.

He will be our comfort….. when we will need a time out….. for his yearly birthday and angel day.

He can still be with us, no matter where we are and what we are doing. Still my son, but now my faithful friend and quiet, calming companion.

By the way ….. My foot is healing. I am walking with the boot now. I have no pain. Thanks loads for your prayers and helping our little miracle to progress. I get another x-ray on April 4th. Our God is so, so good! He is my supreme faithful friend.

Written by Faye